Moi.
When I’m too scared to kill it, I’m like:
When my boyfriend is too scared to kill it, I’m like:
I am so sad. Maybe it’s cause I got my period today, I dunno, but I am so sad. It’s been how long now? This makes me feel all fucked up and weak. What’s even more terrible is that watching Marvel’s The Avengers was the first time I actually felt happy on the inside in a very long time.
Today is the last day of freedom, must enjoy it as much as I can. I’ll probably play soccer with the guys then finish my readings to complete my assignment due friday night cause I have a birthday to attend after I work 10:30am-6:30pm.
Hung out with my friends and her friends today, it was nice. Had a delicious thai dinner then watched Cabin in the Woods. I didn’t like it, I screamed in the theatre (more than once) and was laughed at repeatedly. And of course, the only guy with us was gay, in the closet kind of gay. This is fine, but literally every single man I meet is gay, I don’t understand, and I am not looking for any prospects, I just don’t want to meet or date anyone at this point. It’s just… funny.
This week long Wong’s family reunion coming up is starting to stress me out. I was somehow put in the planning committee with my aunt and uncle who don’t work. Planning this reunion is all they do, and I am stupid busy and feel the need to respond to them right away and involve myself by providing input and such. It’s tiring. Also don’t know how I’m going to get a week off work, on top of the days I’ll need off for my 2 exams.
But soon, I will be going to the Spa with Andrew and using up our work benefits for massages.
To recap:
1) Taking 1 online course for the entire duration of the summer.
2) Working full time.
3) Maintaining my volunteering at 3 places.
4) Planning family reunion
5) KEEPING UP WITH THE GYM/start running
I am dreading this summer.
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Emotion Is Reversed in the Brains of Left Handers
